Sayang kerana Allah

I am a firm believer that some day I will find, meet and marry someone that truly loves me kerana Allah. I was so young at that moment but the thoughts just came and becoming the principles and guidelines that I hold until today. Believe me I did not understand that until few months ago. To me, love is just a feeling. I don't choose who I love. The feeling just comes and grows.

My previous failed relationship have taught me that I was very weak. To some point, always letting my emotions overrule my senses at that time. When the relationship doesn't work out, it becomes wreck and feel so betrayed. Feeling of hatred and regret. Regret of the things you have done wrong and regret for not doing more.

However, the principles towards finding the right guy makes more sense to me now. It just feels so good, so right and so smooth. When you love someone kerana Allah, there is a sincerity and respect in a relationship before marriage. You won't do anything that would jeopardise the health of relationship. Because you fear of Allah and Allah only. 

As for the guy, if he loves you kerana Allah, he will respect you in return. Wait until he has your hands in marriage before take your heart and body from your family.  He will promise to protect you and even pray to Allah that you're protected and will not stop praying even after marriage. The love is uncondition; either good and bad because he knows, you and him are belongs to the Creators. Wallahualam.